Sunday, March 4, 2012

one of those days...

Today is one of those days where you would like to stay in a coma all day. Thoughts and feelings overwhelm me today. My oldest son turned 16 today and we are not communicating very well right now. I basically kicked him out and he is at his dads house. I do not like the way it is between us, however, this is one of those "it'll hurt me more than it hurts you" scenarios. There is nothing specific troubling me today, it is pretty much "everything in general". I would rather it be something specific because it would be easier to manage one specific thing than tons of in general things. (Disclaimer: if you are looking for a pick me up today, this post is probably not it.)
I am also tired of being apart from my husband. He has to live and work in TX for now, and I am not tolerant of that fact today. I wanna scream and shout and stomp my feet, "It's not fair!" but I do not do that, externally at least....

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